The Brook Besor

An explanation:  During November I am embarking on the NanoWriMo project, to get my latest book, THE SCENT OF WATER, under way. It’s a year’s worth of daily devotionals for the first year of bereavement - read the introduction HERE.  It will soon move to a new website (Grace2Help) In the spirit of NaNoWriMo, this is unedited, a first draft; we just keep writing!

Grant grace ? And comments and suggestions are most welcome.

WEEK TWO

This week’s daily thoughts are based on the story of King David and his men after the attack on Ziklag, in 1 Samuel 30. They had lost everything – their homes destroyed, their families taken away. They were devastated.

 

MONDAY

David and his men wept aloud until they had

no strength left to weep.

1 Samuel 30:4 

It’s our normal reaction to grief – tears rain down until we are exhausted. Then we weep again.

These men wept together. Lord, I need someone to weep with me today.

Let my tears be a reminder to me of how much I loved and was loved, and a reminder to be grateful for that love.

 

TUESDAY

But David found strength in the Lord his God

1 Samuel 30:6

Confronted with disaster, bereft and lonely, David did the only thing he could: he went to the Lord. He’d lost his wife and children, his companions were blaming him for the disaster, and he felt totally alone and misunderstood.

Lord, that’s how I feel:  alone and devastated by my grief. Will you strengthen me today?

 

WEDNESDAY

Then David said to Abiathar the priest…

1 Samuel 30:7 

After resting in the Lord, David turned to a friend - he called on his pastor for spiritual advice.  Sometimes talking with a trusted friend or with a wise pastor, can help to ease and to understand the grief.

Lord, show me who I should turn to. And when. Actually, Lord - please just send someone, nudge the right person into coming to me?

 

THURSDAY

Then David asked the Lord.

1 Samuel 30:8 (NLT)

What shall I do, Lord? I feel lost, overcome, consumed by all that I am feeling today. There are decisions to make, things I have to do. Guide me, show me, help me.

And keep me in touch with you.

 

FRIDAY

They came to the torrent Besor: and some being weary

stayed there.

1 Samuel 30:9 (Douay Rheims)

 Resting by the brook, too weary to go any further, worn out by grief. Allowed to stay, allowed to rest, allowed time to recover. I too am resting at the Brook Besor, needing time to recover. And that’s OK; I don’t have to do what I would normally do. I can have this time out for now. And that's such a relief to know.

Thank you Lord.

 

SATURDAY

We share and share alike--those who go to battle and those who guard the equipment

1 Samuel 30:24 (NLT)

It is not a disgrace to have this time out. This is one of those times when I need to stay by the Brook Besor. David was generous to those who had stayed, exhausted and worn out; he treated them the same as those who had continued into battle.

God’s grace is a generous grace. HE understands, even if others don’t seem to.

Lord, thank you for allowing me this time at the Brook Besor. Thank you for undeserved grace.