There will be snowdrops again. There will be snowdrops again. I have to believe it. One day soon, the tiny tips will push through, struggling, light seeking, upward bound. First, there will be snow. Frost and freeze. Rain. Anything the elements can throw on a winter’s day. A test of patience, hope, belief. But for now, the bulb lies cold, deeply hidden, dormant.
So lies my soul.
A corpse, buried in winter snow. Buried within my cold cold body. Iced from within. I can see it from above, the rectangle of transparent ice surrounding all that is me.
It is hard to hear you through the ice. Impossible to reach out, touch you, feel your well-meant hug. This ice is brittle, sharp, so-very-cold. It forms a barrier.
Maybe that is my protection, for should the thaw come too soon I would feel too much.
So I will believe that snowdrops will come again. And one day One day My snowdrop soul will grow again a tiny tip of life.
For as [surely as] the earth brings forth its shoots, and as a garden causes what is sown in it to spring forth, so [surely] the Lord God will cause rightness and justice and praise to spring forth before all the nations [through the self-fulfilling power of His word]. Isaiah 61:11
Snowdrop (n): A.D. Miller
- 1. An early-flowering bulbous plant, having a white pendent flower.
- Moscow slang. A corpse that lies buried or hidden in the winter snows, emerging only in the thaw.